Just felt like drawing her really lol. Hmm well to be more precise I felt like drawing a knightress overwhelmed with grief and sadness after a long hard battle during a war. She has a sad face because she knows the war is nothing but a feud between the rich nobles with powers while those under them suffer whether that be soldiers who fight for ideals of their lords or they be commoners who suffer needlessly from all angles due to the war destroying possibly everything and anything they have (families, crops, houses, etc). Only the winner (and by winner I would assume the lord of the winning side) walks away as the victor while everyone else loses something. In the end all wars are pointless and she feels pain knowing this harsh fact and despite it all she feels the need to fight for survival as well as protecting the ones who can't protect themselves being forced to live behind the great walls.